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[30 Nov 2004|01:12pm] |
so if you hang out at book stores, drink coffee (and chai) constantly, have dim lighting in your room,smoke non stop, and discuss literature with your friends: does that make you emo?
the fuck am i asking you all for you. you're on live journal for fuck's sake
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[05 Nov 2004|02:49am] |
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none-grand theft auto in the background |
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Last Cigarette: righ now
Last Alcoholic Drink: a lil vodka last night
Last Car Ride: i drove home
Last Kiss: its been awhile
Last Good Cry: im honestly not sure
Last Library Book: the contortionists hand book by craig clevenger
Last book bought: messenger by edward lee kinda sucked sold it to mckay's
Last Book Read: syrup(again) by max barry
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: saw
Last Movie Rented: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Last Cuss Word Uttered: woman (long story)
Last Beverage Drank: mountain dew and cranberry juice
Last Food Consumed: pizza
Last Crush: laramie
Last Phone Call: laramie
Last TV Show Watched: king of the hill marathon thing
Last Time Showered: 2 days
Last Shoes Worn: i only wear one pair of shoes
Last CD Played: aperfect circle - emotive
Last Item Bought: wal-dram II
Last Download: i haven't in awhile
Last Annoyance: emotional limbo
Last Disappointment: see above
Last Soda Drank: mountain dew
Last Thing Written: umm this?
Last Key Used: enter
Last Words Spoken: "bear my children you great goddess of a woman"
Last Sleep: last night don't rememebr how long
Last Ice Cream Eaten: i haven't had ice cream in awhile
Last Chair Sat In: this dining room chair
Last Webpage Visited: livejournal trying to find chelle
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[15 Oct 2004|09:35am] |
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matgo primo - big stepper |
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it is the wonderousness that is "matgo primo"
you should all listen and marvel at my new obsession as well as come to the electric ballroom tonight to see them
alas this is not the song i would love to to be pushing of theirs but its the only one online as of yet
http://209.215.175.40:8480/ramgen/knoxville/preview2004/1008bigstepper.mp3
"ugh whats that smell"
i think it's math
definately a little math rock
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[14 Oct 2004|01:37pm] |
ohh god i gotta do something about those interests
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[14 Oct 2004|01:26pm] |
jaya halasi =
Your Penis Name is: Darth Vader
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jayaram halasi =
Your Penis Name is: Meat 'n' Potatoes
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jaya =
Your Penis Name is: Ivan the Terrible
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jayaram =
Your Penis Name is: Dirk Diggler
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jesus fucking christ =
Your Penis Name is: The Bald Avenger
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[11 Oct 2004|09:23pm] |
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 65%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh | 65.1% | | Shamelessness | 92.9%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 79.3% | | Sex Drive | 81.6%
The Pope is envious | 77.7% | | Straightness | 12.5%
Knows the other body type like a map | 44.8% | | Gayness | 89.3%
Repressed, are we? | 83.7% |
| Fucking Sick | 88.5%
Refreshingly normal | 90% |
You are 70.33% pure
Average Score: 72.7%
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[08 May 2004|03:40pm] |
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the tension in this room is so |
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new mix cd to write to
im currently writing 4 chapters at once so this should help with the whole ADD thing
1. the dust brothers feat. tyler durden(brad pitt) - this is your life
2. mindless self indulgence - 1989
3. bloodhound gang - i wish i was queer so i could get chicks
4. chevelle - closure
5. the pixies - where is my mind?
6. the dust brothers - fight club opening theme
7. stephen lynch - what if the guy from the smashing pumpkins lost his car keys
8. dog fashion disco - valley girl ventriloquist
9. slim whitman - i remember you
10. killing joke - asteroid
shit lost count here but more stuff
jack johnson - taylor, 8 rules of fight club leads marilyn manson -the fight song (slipknot remix), puscifier feat. maynard james keenan -rcv 22:20, skold - void, marilyn manson tainted love, outkast - the whole world, mudvayne - on the move
and i think 2 more songs but i can't fucking remember
the tension in this room is so thick you could dish it out with a spoon and put it in your coffee
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[02 Apr 2004|01:28pm] |
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msi - brooklyn hype part 1 |
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stop
just shut up for a second
let me explain some thing
i hate every second with out you
i hate every second im not in control
you can make anything into your biggest fear
this is my big empty silence full of words i should have shared with you. i never had the nerve for this. always wishing i could grab you, hold you down, force you to understand
insecure
every moment im away i forget. i forget so im left to think. i think of everything that i could never know. what you do to me i will always remember. what you do for me i will forget the second those hinges creak and the door clicks shut. i am raging jealousy . i am fear. i am.
maybe its not so hard looking in from the other side. maybe its easier for you to ignore. maybe this will go unnoticed. maybe i will never learn.
my favorite little ragdoll, how you mean so much. how long has it been. till ill be ignored again. how long till i foget your touch. don't bother reading this trying to find meaning. looking for reason. hoping you'll find me.
i know how it feels. but you don't know how its justified. and neither do i. no one will ever know what this means.
these are my unfufilled dreams.
waking moments that no one will every see.
all i ever wanted was someone to believe in
someone to believe in me
something better than whats around me. better than the you that surrounds me. shelters me. lies to me...
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[02 Apr 2004|12:37pm] |
new layout been along time since i cared about that
i am jack's raging bileduct
anyways check it out...... comments on friends page are fucked up...
and i wanna know how to put different backgrounds on my journal and friends pages
some one who be smart please help
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